I want some ramen to eat right now. It sounds like something that could help me write a poem. I wonder how a river can flow backwards so I looked it up one Youtube, because at least it might be there. What I find is that there are tons of videos of rivers flowing backwards. You learn something new every day. I am grateful that you are here Anya not talking to me or noticing me trying to figure out how to write a poem. I’m trying to understand half of the things people are saying but all off them are just going over my head. It’s like I am living in a bubble that I rarely come out of and when I do I want to retreat back into it. Right now listening to Life Afraid by Set It Off. It is a nice song that kind of talks about not letting people and regrets rule your life. I love listening to music because sometimes the songs just get to you and it’s like the song understands you. Ever have those dreams where you wake up but can never remember what exactly what you were dreaming about. But makes you try not to sleep so then you are doing everything possible to not sleep even though you know you have to get sleep.